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Saturday, March 26, 2011 @ 1:53 AM
Reason is i have a set of ugly teeth and no figure. There was once i see a pretty girl, i went wow. Fyi, Im not a lesbian okay. 100%straight girl. I went wow it's because she's too perfect. She didn't put on makeup, she was wearing her casual wear. Her figure, complexion, face, teeth, nose, eyes, legs, arms.. Everything was perfect, even the way she speak. Then i felt inferior. &i was thinking when can i be like her? After quite some time, someone told me, not everybody's perfect. I did some thinking, &realised what that someone said was true. In fact, Everyone's special & God is always fair. Maybe that perfect girl i saw, may seemed perfect on the surface. Actually, it's the heart that matters. When i went bkk last week, i read Show luo's book. It was a well written and meaningful book. & it somehow knock some senses out of me. Everyone can be your teacher in life, the good and the bad ones. When you meet good people, learn what's so good about them. Then try to be like them be a good person. When you meet bad people, learn what's bad about them and dont be like them.. But never never judge people from their outside. It takes time to know someone well. :) Actually after the breakup or even throughout my life, im a person with a very low confidence. anyone who gave me bad comments about me, i'll feel down and disappointed. &i'll keep thinking:"Am i that bad or lousy?" but then, i'll think back.. People give me bad comments, i must accept it. The more the better, so i can improve myself in all ways. For my haters, whatever they say will motivate me more to excel in my life. im thankful to all of them. :D So for now, although i may still have low confidence, im still trying my best to build it up. :) |
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